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I love that Psalm 91 is about shelter, refuge, and a dwelling place. Since 2020, we have had to take refuge and I find great comfort in knowing that I can cling to the certainty that I dwell with God in His dimension at the same time I dwell here in an uncertain world with an unclear future. It is sad to me that some have used this Word as a means to live without protecting themselves and others from this invisible force of nature. It is a comforting Word in assurance of protection, but if we look to the example of Jesus - this does not mean protection from physical death but protection from spiritual death. Jesus was our ultimate example of abiding. He set himself in the shelter of the Most High and yet his body died. He sustained great affliction, mentally and physically. I have heard some say that we must put our own bodies on the line for others, trusting that God will keep us from harm, trusting that the pandemic isn't truly a great threat. But isn't the purpose of putting our bodies on the line for others that we might die?

My local congregation says we should be looking to other countries and states and seeing that there are a multitude of responses one can make to the pandemic, the christian should be courageous in stepping out however their conscience guides them. I have great difficulty with this thought because it makes the pandemic an individual issue, not a global issue and I feel that that is a mirror of our church unity problems. We let our faith be an individual response rather than a community response. We've all decided to be experts ourselves, not letting anyone be an expert for us. And just like bad science where we can create an experiment to say what we want it to say rather than actually thinking objectively - we have created bad theology in that we are using scripture to say what we want it to say rather than abiding and asking for God to guide us. With this in mind, I think we need to look at Psalm 91 in the plurality of who it speaks of. If we don't start from the beginning, "You who live in the shelter of the Most High" (and see that this includes more than a single person) then we may read "no evil shall befall you" as a personal promise for everyday life that leads us to take new testament freedoms and american liberty to form our conscience. But the end of Psalm 91 reminds us, it is "THOSE who love me, I will deliver". "I will be with THEM in trouble". Not that trouble won't befall. But that we lead with the Father. We let God be for us, with us, and we rest in His shadow. When I am in His shadow, no one sees me. Just like Jesus was in His shadow, Jesus' true glory was hidden in that shadow so God could be glorified - we should do likewise.

But I wonder. Because I don't want to judge the hearts of my pastors. I have been asked to not do that. I have been asked to see their intention as good. But, clearly, their good looks different than my good. So, we must agree that our conscience is different. They didn't believe that church life was sustainable without singing or with masks. They didn't believe life was sustainable at all without gathering. In some way, I would agree. God's design is community. But, God's design also is for creativity and endurance. As much as I may have a word of truth that speaks to idolatry in the lives of the people in my community, they can't hear it and it merely divides us. And, if I speak out, I wonder if I then step out of the shadow of the Almighty. I think that something that 2020 has taught us is that silence is not the same as peace, but how do we speak without drawing attention to ourselves and instead draw attention to the the Lord? I suppose the answer is to abide.

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